YOU ARE IN CONFLICT: You are trying to live in two time zones - subconscious responses from your childhood model belief system (your baggage) and current time.
YOU ARE SEEKING TO:
-Reconcile literal, powerless childhood beliefs and current needs
-Convert the need for acceptance into self-acceptance
-Transcend fear and childhood model comfort zones
-Transform a yes-or-no, either/or world into shades of grey
-Move beyond 'your need to belong' and it's conformity issues and expectations of your (teenager's) generation
A SHIFT IN YOUR AWARENESS; You have all the power you need to create your own identity and change your destiny - not something you believed was a fait accompli when you were a child, nor to 'fit-in' with the conformity issues and expectations of your (teenagers) generation.
LIBERATING YOUR PERSONAL POWER AND FREE WILL; expanding and honouring your predictable maturing needs is the adult's rite of passage.